10: holidays

warning: this is a very heavy food post do not view in the middle of the night 

even though the holidays just started, I felt like I have already learnt a lot. because there was a period of time I was down and hoping to find an escape from everyone. I just think that we have to be the ones who make ourselves happy and not rely on anyone because they only give us temporary happiness. and i finally gave up SHINee :))

09: le noir

     heidi is the best blonde ever , everyone else is irrelevant. thanks for always being there to listen to my shit and gaining karma points with me and shopping for tattoos!!! can't wait for colour run , you are amazing xx

08: of green tea lipstick and friendship bands

    I have been friends with three of them for more than 10 years and I want it to never end. They are the best mates I could ever ask for . As cliche as it sounds they are really my sisters from another mother. I am really thankful because even though they are all busy with exams and test they managed to spend time to plan for my birthday and they never fail to make my birthday a memorable one. From the kidnapping to the prank text to baking cakes for me. Although they forced me to do embarrassing shit (Walking around town w mufflers and gloves giving people high 5) I still love them.

    to manda:

    thanks for existing you are the best     thank you for helping and saving me when I was going through shit and for queuing up with me to see the boys, 26 more days !!! you know how much you mean to me right xx

    to melia: 

    thanks for always accompanying me when I am a "loner" in itas. Thanks for being a great person to watch horror movies with //laughs// .Thanks for always being a bitch to me , I love you for that xx

   

    to phil:

    thanks for being there when i was upset over my results and always giving me your honest opinion and not what I want to hear. study hard because I want to see you cry because your hard work has paid off not because you didn't work hard enough. see you soon babe xx

07:quotes

"selfishness must be forgiven because there is no hope of a cure" -Jane Austen

“find the things that matter, and hold on to them, and fight for them, and refuse to let them go.” - Lauren Oliver

“stop letting people who do so little for you control so much of your mind and emotions.” - Will Smith

"she has so much love in her heart, but the thought of letting it out, showing her cards, scares her to death." -Effy Stonem

" i am tired of knowing nothing and being reminded of it all the time"- F. Scott Fitzgerald

06:party and bullshit

  "hot summer days,rock and roll."

 

    

05.

it's scary to love someone so much it hurts

04

saw a cute guy working at h&m. 

soft eyes & good vibes